Its amazing what problems you have as an adult because of what you went through growing up. Right now I’m completely reliant on my boyfriend. He pays for every thing and buys me what I need. I’m also severely depressed right now because I am reliant on him. I can’t do anything for myself because I have no source of income. I was alright for awhile because I could help him on his job. You know be useful. I can’t do that now. I hurt myself on the last job and can’t help him any more. My boyfriend hasn’t once complained about it so you’d think not being able to help wouldn’t upset me. Well it does. Cause in my book there are only two categories Useful and Useless. Right now I fall into the useless category.